Schatz

Until the sound of my soul crackle and pop

Until love drives us apart

Hold my hand and leave me with your scent

Your eyes are telling me things too sweet to contain

I will love you till the expiration day

But please stay

Just for one day, one hour, one second in my head

For you are my Schatz

In every single way

I'm a little more lost than I show
I'm a bit more in pain than I'd let you know
Behind this oil painted facade
Lies an easily broken heart
Handle with care if you will
Break it if you're exhausted by it
Don't give it false hope
Don't give it candy coated poison
For once it break
You'll never see it again

Went to knock on the door of the vacant room

Only to figure out that it still contains that faint perfume smell from the previous owner
Did she live here for a long time I wonder? Or is she hiding in the closet still?
She must have been lovely for this room to love her still.
Embracing the last bits of her as it unwillingly opens the door for the new tenant.
Was it worth it I thought, to have vacant the place for so long?
Is this room waiting for her return or wanting to erase her but with no success?
I wouldn't know. I'm not her and the secrets between these walls are not for me to withhold.
The uneasiness forces me to go. Though unwillingly I give back my keys to the owner.
Sorry, I said. It's not vacant after all.

My little China girl blue

Maybe my aura is just red white and blue
I'm not quite sure what to do
Would you just give me something to hold on to?
My China girl blue
Oh can you look me through?
Find the spot that screams taboo
Remove it with a gentle coo
My little China blue

The Missing Earring.

She lost her earring that her ex husband bought her.
She has been crying for the past half an hour. For her that earring meant more than just a jewelry piece. It also symbolized the love she had with her ex lover. If something is not supposed to be yours, you are not going to have the ability to keep it no matter how hard you try.
She believes in that saying. It seems that her fate does as well.
Memories of those sweet moments between them now are taking shape like shards flying through her heart and mind. Slicing and dicing every last chunk of happiness she had left.
As she disappointely picked up a bag filled with her students' homework she discovered the earring laying there like a newborn babe. She kissed and kissed that little earring as if it could kiss her back.
Something so precious to her that was once lost has now been found.
But what about that misconception of her lost love? It's not going to return. Not like that earring.
I wish she hadn't found that earring.
I wish she had amnesia and can forget all about him...

What to do

Figured out a way to ease my heart
Figured out a way to make things easier for myself
What about my mommy?
Why can't I be more considerate?
Why can't I be stronger and let her lean on me for once?
I'm a shitty sack of poop

Recognition

How many life times of hard work and good merit does one need to save to find someone for the rest of his/ her life?

When no one is watching that glance you exchange, the recognition between the two people that echoes between each other "Yes. I found you. I can't be more fortunate."

Maybe it was the way he walks his daily walk. Or maybe it was simply the way she smelled the rose down the street. The spark happened and you knew you couldn't resist.

It was the way that he ran his fingers through my hair. It was the way that he said "I'm tired of looking at myself." right before he kissed me. I knew I was destined to love this man that poses the best smile in the world. 

He is a drummer. He is a dreamer. He is a lover. He is a warrior. He is a believer. He is a great son and a great friend. He taught me that things will work out in time as long as you have faith. 

I love him and that much I know is true. Not because we're still in our honey moon phase. Not because we're thousand miles away. It's simply because I want to be with no one else in the world but that special man that holds my heart. 

I can't predict the future and I don't care to because I know that whatever ends up happening will be something that's best for me in the end. If he belongs to me then nothing will be in my way. 

I love you just the way you are. Don't ever change.